Free to Believe Bible and God

Afraid to believe too much. As a 2x2, I was afraid to believe too much in God. I believed in the WORKERS. I believed in THE WAY (the organization) but was afraid to believe too much in God. How could I believe in God when I had to have the WORKERS interpret what the Bible meant? How could I love a God too much who was conufsing (the 2x2 god is confusing). How could I understand the parables which according to the WORKERS always seemed to talk about the WORKERS and not about GOD? And how could I believe in God if I always had to make sure the WORKERS agreed with what was preached rather than believe the Bible for what it says? I started to believe the Bible when I was 19. As a young worker I read the story about the lion and the young prophet.
1Ki 13:21 And he cried unto the man of God that came from Judah, saying, Thus saith the LORD, Forasmuch as thou hast disobeyed the mouth of the LORD, and hast not kept the commandment which the LORD thy God commanded thee but camest back, and hast eaten bread and drunk water in the place, of the which the LORD did say to thee, Eat no bread, and drink no water; thy carcase shall not come unto the sepulchre of thy fathers. And it came to pass, after he had eaten bread, and after he had drunk, that he saddled for him the ass, to wit, for the prophet whom he had brought back. And when he was gone, a lion met him by the way, and slew him: and his carcase was cast in the way, and the ass stood by it, the lion also stood by the carcase. And, behold, men passed by, and saw the carcase cast in the way, and the lion standing by the carcase: and they came and told it in the city where the old prophet dwelt. And when the prophet that brought him back from the way heard thereof, he said, It is the man of God, who was disobedient unto the word of the LORD: therefore the LORD hath delivered him unto the lion, which hath torn him, and slain him, according to the word of the LORD, which he spake unto him.

I learned that God wanted me to tell the truth no matter what other people said, whether they were of God or not.

Of course, this got me in hot water with my companion Craig Jacobsen. He's a very wicked man, being exposed to the gospel through his emails with Christians, but still denying the LORD. Anyway, Craig Jacobsen reported me to Howard Mooney, the 2x2 OVERSEER of Oregon at the time. Howard had a TALK with me. Howard was cryptic to me, despite other WORKERS brown-nosing/flattering of him, I couldn't see how he was such a great man that they made him out to be. I learned later, that this is sorcery. So shortly after the visit, Craig Jacobsen dropped me off at my folks house.

I remember one of the questions Craig Jacobsen asked me was "Do you believe there are people saved in other churches." At the time, I was knew what the CORRECT 2x2 ANSWER was, but was so convicted that I would not tell him what he wanted to hear. I have no respect for Craig Jacobsen. To me he is a spiritual harlot that has sold out on God. And the same for Howard Mooney and any WORKERS who would sell their soul for the pleasure of an OVERSEER's approval. Even the thousand year reign of Christ will last more lifetimes than our time here on earth. Why sacrifice this for the pleasure of a spiritually sick person? And eternity with God will be so great. I am glad that God had patience with me. I have been through a lot and thank the LORD for his healing work in my life. I am so glad that God has given me courage to write about my experiences and reach out to people who have been rejected by the cult because they have believed in God from their heart and have fully repented of their sins and evil things they've done.

There is so much to be thankful for in the kingdom of heaven. I'm looking forward to reigning with Jesus Christ and I certainly don't want to deny God here on earth. Jesus Christ is coming soon. I'm looking forward to it. Jesus Christ has made heaven and earth and I can hardly wait to see what heaven is like.

I'm not afraid to believe in God now. My faith isn't perfect. It isn't infinite. But I don't have to worry about what my parents think or some pretend-Christian friends. I'm free to speak the truth in love. I'm free to read the Bible and ask questions. I'm free to believe in God. I'm set free from my sin by the blood of Christ, my soul Saviour.

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