After Craig Jacobsen dropped me off at my parents, here are some ideas and thoughts that went through my head. Most of you who come to check the new pages regularly will have some difficulty with this page. These thoughts are not going to be well organized, because it's early in morning and I've had some memories that I'ld forgotten for long time. It's hard to write these things down, especially when tired. These are going to be very disconnected. Some of these thoughts are taking awhile to place in chronological order.
Minister that came after invitations. Wanting to be taught by spirit, no church, burden to preach to wealthy to support bills.
Thinking about finding another companions.
Inviting people to meetings on my own.
Trying to call preacher.
Wondering about my "calling"
Steve VanWhechel suggested that maybe God had not called me into the work, that maybe it was myself.
Working with my hands. Emotional confusion. Getting a job. Dealing with my new emotional limitations.
Stupid society. Foolish business models. Foolish practices. Dealing with greed. Long travels and no gardening. Making sense of the economic pattern. Culture change. Being treated differently. Asking questions to make sense of things. People didn't like questions. People didn't like conclusions.
Learning about Cooneyites, Irvinites
Trying to find the only way again, not knowing it is Jesus Christ. Methodology versus faith in God.
Belief in God, but not faith in God.
Confusion, confusion, confusion
Getting away from bad advice, counsel. Shutting out horrible advice. Emotionally shutting out and getting away from confused people.
Frustration in pinning people down. Dealing with lies, manipulation and tactics of 2x2s intent on tearing me down. False religion among "Christians" and 2x2s who mix old 2x2 beliefs with Christianity and act like WORKERS themselves.
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Letter of Apology
When I Professed
I believed as 2x2
My 2x2 Baptism
Why I Left
Mistakes I Made
Girls and Dating
How I Got Out
Memoirs 1 B&R
Memoirs 2 Offering
Memoirs 3 - After Work
Cannot Go Back
|To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me. - Jesus Christ speaking to Saul, see Act 26:18, see Salvation through Jesus Christ.|